I'm write this so fast because I can't write it for long, I was taken to be to go to a hospital because i would sleep at strange times and said I try to kill myself, I dont, I was took off the parts on cables and it would shock me, and said I try to kill myself, I dont ever. People come up to me and talk to i can't understand and take pictures of my room, I said no to it and tell them to go, they do it more because i don't know they get me, because they speak a diffrent language, everybody says there try to help me because i don't bath, before this happened and they talk to me in a room and record it for tv, this is other people then that. Before i said no and it was okay, now it's not, and say i try to kill myself and i don't, i did nothing, say i don't eat and that's fake because i ate potatos, so lie to get to take me to a hospital. I did nothing really and no one goes away, I thought then it was my parents fault to try to kill me in a hospital because i use electric money and food, I say no every time but no one goes away, I am so mad and say no but still, and because i don't use medicene its anotherto them to.stay . They take pictures of my room and cat and computer, and then go away and i'm happy because i think i was going to be aducted. I use my computer last time then delete everything away, because I know they will use ftp to go into files and steal them and information by me because they took pictures of my computer, later they do come and talk and say to me, in other language, I have to go in a hospital or die, my parents say it's safe and then that time somebody use a radio effect to say yes, Because, i wouldn't do that. I go to a car at night to go to there and see everything is bright outside of the windows, I don't know if its really windows or a screen, I go and i know i will die, and i don't care, because i know it already that's i say it every blog. Its the blogs is how they do this really, I like to make blog so everybody knows it because, i don't say it then it nobody will know this. Everybody has masks on like docters do, people thats in the room thats not docters because they do it because a plague. Everybody says you're sick you're sick you're sick you're sick you're sick and bath. Everybody says go to a bed go to a bed go to a bed go to a bed go to a bed and touch me to push me to it, I don't remember after that because somebody give to me drugs or poisen and that doesn't work. I wake up like from sleep, and then say to me eat eat eat eat eat eat, I don't eat, then everybody says I eat then they won't kill me, I eat chicken that's poisen then that doesn't work right and I'm alive still. Pillows has water in them, and i'm confused, and then say everybody bathed me, i'm so mad, then say for days I was asleep, they was doing it for days. New clothes I don't know and delete the others because they were bad, thats fake because I used it a long time. They try to kill me a lot but doesn't work, and my parents say to me i'm okay, I say why they want to kill me in other language because I didnt know I forget to say in english, because i was "asleep" they edited because they don't like english to make me say it in other. They say no in a other language, I say they try to kill me a lot and my parents don't understand. I'm so mad then. Docter comes and says take medicene take medicene take medicene take medicene and they already give it to me to kill me but didn't work. I say use guns then. I talk about tomoko. Nobody understand then i'm drugged but can see and leave a hospital drugged. I go home and everything is changed and I go to sleep. Im awake and feel bad because poisen didn't work. Im awake and go to my parents to ask why they need to kill me and they get mad, i eat a potato then go to sleep for a day. Im awake thebring my computer back and make this. I was drugged and talked about the blogs and I remember it to them, Thats why so many new people, Soon maybe it will go again so I write this fast. Thanks to my readers and don't be killed, I'm sorry for going away and merry christmas .