Really now, i wish to write on my life. I was born in 1900s. I don't say what year. When i was born i was choose at birth to be a part of a test group to see effect of radio transmission and brain editing with events made to my life. I was good when i was small really. I play some video games and see movies that i like and some go to school. When i was very small i really love my dog. Really we was good friends. I remember i was with him and he was hit by a car. And died. I see it and i remember look to him and think that i love him. Really i know now it was plan that way. They plan to have this person to do this and set up to do this because they wish to see my brain react to it. I didn't cry but sad reallY still. I go to school and really it confuse me. People was listen to the teacher, really i dont like it so i get up and walk away from school. I was very small really. People come to me and pick me up and take me back to it really. My parents scold me and my dad does alot then. My dad really is weird to me then. Now i love my parents. Really my dad was weird to me. I go and people say to me to talk, and some talk and have friends some, and really i know some that i like. I talk to my friend and eat food to them and really then again i am test because they have to move countries. I don't understand why and i am now. Really "Moving countries" was to have me be sad and mad but really i don't show it this way. My as a kid was alot of that too. I get mad then i was small, maybe 8 I begin to be mad. I collect stuffed animals toys too and it helped me. I was so much in trouble because i was mean. But really i love action movies and stuffed animals toys. I stop school and i was 11 maybe. Really i think i'm more then 100 years old. But 11 is good now. 11 i stop school and my parents tell me to school for idiots. People thats mentally ill. And people thats blind. I go for some month and hate it because everybody is strange. I talk to a other girl but she is blind. Relly this was a symbol to me that people is worse then me with how they are punished by the NWO experiments becase she can not see. I can see and taste and hear. I hug her and write a note and leave the school forever. Thats how i was told to stop and to be really to looked at. My parents say i'm so crazy because they don't understand it and i don't understand it. Some year later i am told to me i'm schziophrenic and phsycosis and others but really that minute i tell him he's lying. My parents is crying and being stupid and i tell them its fake. Even i know its fake and they are adults. I know after that this is happen in my life because to see how i react to it to study me. I know it slow and dont know it off as soon as. They say to me, take pills, take medicene, your sick your sick your sick, and really then i do. Every pill is my mind going away. I take and feel nothing and turn me to a zombie and i feel my heart is dying. I know then it is to have me to slow die. I do not be happy or mad or sad or move from bed i only feel nothing from pills. One day i grab pills and throw it away. My parents is so mad and gets another and I throw it away. Again mad but now they say to me that, You must take 1 every day and they will go away, And still i am not take it. I always spit it into the toilet. really they dont know it. They tell me to take more because it doesnt work and they are mad again. Police come to me and say i need to, and docters and therapist and parents and nazis and soviets and everybody in the earth tells me to take it. (Im joking on nazi and soviets) After im take to a doctor and almost killed and i hurt somebody work on me but they dont take me to jail. After i'm home for frew i use the internet. Really i do it alot before and love the internet. I love anime. I go to website and see picture of a girl, and say to me, that looks just like me. Maybe that is me. That is me!! And for maybe 15 hour i look to see this girl. Tomoko. And Watamote. And investigate to it. And find then i was record for this to be inspiration because they is recording me and videoing me for ideas and isnpiration because really lots of watamote episode in anime and some manga is just like how i do or copy from how i do. Im so mad i destroy my room and expinsive things to be sure theres no camera or microphone and clear it. Silverlink is so mad. Really then i think. Really i love it. Really i love having a anime about me. I get happy at that and then i think to me, really, that is how to beat it. Be happy. Do not react mad. That is how they win to it. I then get tomoko to represent me in profile avatars. And realy see that i am her and this is my face. This is real pictures of me. I see bad pictures too and get mad. But most happy. Then i wish to start this blog to show my life and my information. Really this is only some of me. Really i have very large group of papers with information all over it and switch to computer to type it and really i start my blog to show you research. That is why i love every reader. Sorry. That'ss my life, Be happy and have a good one.